I was in zombie mode again today. No progress with it. I was staring off in space most of the time. The rest of the time I didn't want to move, I felt like I was in auto-pilot and sometimes I would find myself walking and I had no idea when I started walking or why I was walking in the first place.

I was staring at the trees and seeing pixies instead of pollen and I was watching the clouds from the window. They were moving quickly.
I noticed my day dreaming has become more frequent in the past days. I started something in my head and begun to write it down when it comes it me.

"My eyes trained on the sky, watching the white of the clouds and the blue of the sky swirl together. Birds are flying high and swooping down for food. I hear no noise, just the music of chirping and the wind.
I realize that the world I am in, doesn't belong to me and nor I, to it.

My world is dancing with birds and magical things. My world is always sunny, but never hot. My world is always moving. My world is thriving with flowers and waist-high grass. My world is filled with dancing people and singing. My world has waterfalls you can sit on and have no danger of falling off.

My world is color and dance and song. It is happiness and freedom. It's the wind and the stars.
It is safety and comfort. Healing and magic.

This is my world and my heaven. It is my home and I am happy there, even when I am not happy here."

Other than that, there is absolutely nothing going on.